Wednesday, June 20, 2007

An Apology and an Explanation from the Real Enigma June 2007


To All my wonderul Blogatopia Friends that left goodhearted Messeges, It is time for Enigma to return, and I have. I also went through the long comment section from the winter. Sadly a very Sick Soul left some pretty awful messeges, and even at one point pretended to be me. I am so sorry for all of this drama and confusion. I am actually a very quiet soul, it is True I investigated Environmental Crimes in the Northwest, but it is time that I set the rest of the Record Straight as the Sick Soul may have harmed friendships and relationships that matter to me. All of the Sick Comments and Confusion have now been deleted.

I have been spending this week repairing my Blog and my Email Account.....Back in March I could access Neither, and I also was without Internet Access, so yes, for a period of time I took a Break. When one moves and things Break, cellphones and Computers etc. One can only fix so many things at a time.....

And now it is indeed Time for the Truth.
Remember this always , I am a nurse and a mom, I have integrity and honor, I never "Run" away from anything, and I certainly never ever give up or bail on things or people that matter. Blogatopia matters to me, and so do my friendships. My friends are my family, but I never ever call you all "Sweeties".And due to my circumstances I never have or will use my name on this blog.....I have a son to protect.

Also please know this I investigated and was a Witness that involved a Large Multi- Billion Dollar Chemical Company that was an International Company ( and was sold in 2005), and ended up being investigated by more than Eight Federal Agencies. I even worked with certain US Attorney's Offices, yes, our Justice Department, and yes, I was even offered Marshall Protection for Federal Hearings. Why? Because I supplied Evidence, including records, film and audio and maps to the Feds, all neatly put on CD-ROMS and sent to multiple Federal Agencies. I investigated a Company that dumped Millions of Pounds of Toxins on one little County for over 40 years in the Drinking Water,Beaches, and in the Air on Homes and Farms. That Dumping has stopped now and the Stacks that incinerated and emitted illegal waste came down in June 2006.

But when you Blow the Whistle on Such a Large Wealthy Criminal that has friends in High Places, life becomes Precarious and Precious, and at times treacherous. I constantly worry about my friends and family, and the members of my NonProfit, and I am more than protective of those I care about. This is partly because I have Good Reason. Good reason is tampered brakes, Unfriendly Encounters with Logging Trucks, Dead pets,Friends and colleagues dying or being injured in Mysterious Accidents, and even Encounters with Snipers. And yes, I lived in the Northwest many years, and after threats left in my house after it was ransacked in Fall 2003, I finally left the Northwest. I moved down the West Coast, living quietly with my son and praying that the Federal Authorities I had worked so hard to help would bring Justice to the Right People. And yes, when Silent Fallout comes out, there will be Revelations that will jolt many. But the Book needs to come out during the Election year......and It will. I am giving some shreds of it here....

And yes, in Fall 2004 I was very badly hurt and I moved to the Great Lakes Region in 2005 to get attempt get well and raise my son.I had to leave the wonderful West Coast, and it was the hardest thing to leave friends, family and "Home". That fall in California while living in a Rooming House with my son our little room was ransacked and the kitchen rooted through. At the time I thought perhaps some poor migrants were hungry. Within days Of this breakin I became very sick, with chest pain, muscle weakness, vomiting, and loss of coordination and falls continued for monthes. In California Doctors initially thought that I had ALS. But one retired Doctor was convinced that I had been poisoned. So we tested my spice containers and found that he was right. So I came to the Midwest to see Specialists and get better.It took many many monthes to get better and remove the poisons. When I was tested it was revealed that I had indeed been poisoned , with industrial professional grade poison, enough to kill a petite cow. I am ever thankful that my son hates spices. I do no know Who would do such an awful thing to a mom but I know I am truly fortunate to be alive.
I am ever grateful and forever spiritually grounded for being here.....

I Blog and Write because It Matters, but in the midst of moving this winter I also was suffering awful emails and some blog harrassment and then once moved, I had to cope with trying to settle my new home for my son while trying to also cope with a broken phone, wireless and computer.( and that was to say nothing of problems with the new home involving heat and water and the bathroom). And I was out of patience, money and heart......and after being unable to access my blog and email account I decided to focus on setting up the Home, and jobhunting, and that I would get Geek Help in late Spring once Life had settled. But please know this I never meant to worry any of you ....ever....I was trying to let Life settle. Most of my emails have been removed, especially from February and March.

And at the same time I was struggling with my own Moving Issues I learned of the Gonzo Fiasco involving the Justice Department. Mr. McKay's a Fine Attorney, it broke my heart and left me grappling for Hope that such Fine Attorney's in the midst of Prosecuting Important Criminal Cases should be Fired, Purging the Justice Department of Honor and Integrity .....

But I am Back Now....for Good. Because after much hardship and soul searching this long treacherous winter and spring that I of all people Know that this Country, OUR Country has suffered Rape and Pillage of it's Constitution and it's System of Justice....and I of all People need to speak out........Loudly.

NOTE: Due to many Internet Problems, my address file needs to be refilled, please please give me try to write me and leave me your email addresses, also feel free to update me on blogs that need to be added to the Blogroll. Also the Beauty is called Flaming June, painted by Lord Frederick Leighton, who loved the Redheads and is worth exploring.

79 comments:

sumo said...

Proud to be one of your friends! I am so happy that you are okay and can get into the real world again. Cannot wait to hear more from you.

Coffee Messiah said...

Glad to see you're back & kicking!

As the world continues to spin out of control, we have to hang on and keep shouting about all the BS that shouldn't be happening to people all around the globe!

Welcome back! ; )

Granny said...

I've been very concerned. Welcome back!!

Peacechick Mary said...

You don't know how important to us you are. Just last week on a trip to Canada, I was telling my sister of my concern about your absence. I wish there were some way we could help you other than being in your cheering section. There should be a way to connect and assist. I'm so relieved to see your post.

Anonymous said...

I never lost faith. I checked in on you everyday. I hope all is well and please take care of yourself. We missed you. PEACE

Mary said...

So glad to see you back. You were missed. The most important thing is taking care of you and your family. We are always here for you.

Anonymous said...

Now that you're back...maybe there's still hope for Sans-culotte. He suddenly went MIA last year and we miss him.

sphinx said...

Glad to see your back and ok. So sorry you went through some rough times. I'll be looking forward to your writings again.

And hey anonymous, I miss Sans so much as well. Where in the hell is he?!

PTCruiser said...

Wow! What a relief to see you back here again, E4E. We all missed you a great deal.

Anonymous said...

sphinx, if that is YOU, you've got mail.

And nobody knows where sans went. He left a hole in the b'sphere.

enigma4ever said...

To One and All: PT, Sphinx, Granny, Mary, Anony,Sumo, and CM : Thank you so Much....for your support and Believing....

enigma4ever said...

and Peacechick too...sorry

betmo said...

glad to have you back in one piece!!! anything we can do- hey- we got your back!

Dusty said...

My beloved friend has returned..I am happy to see your words on my screen again. I get goose bumps just reading them dear heart.

Know that you are loved and greatly missed. We shall hold a group hug very soon no?

on a lighter note..Gonzo can kiss my hairy ass and whom ever is fucking w/you can choke on the bile that rises in their throat when they see that you have returned.

Jamie said...

Welcome back. You were sorely missed. Let us hope your trials and tribulations are gone.

enigma4ever said...

Hey Jamie and Dusty and Betmo....thank you....I wish my troubles would be gone....but that is not the way of it, not until this Awful Lawless Regime is out of Our White House.....but I still Know that the Real Americans- the Midnight Bloggers are riding and still trying to save this Country....

It did break my heart to see the Eight Prosecutors Fired this winter- because they are our LAST Pillars of Justice...and once the Justice System is hijacked we are Deep Trouble...

I am Back because there is still Work to be done....and My America is still in Blogatopia....I know that....

Richard said...

Well, heloooo Enigma! Great to see you're 'still with us' - I was worried. Not so great to hear of all the trouble & strife though. Still, all's well that ends well, so they say. You're back in business - and that's main thing.

dada said...

I thought I was dreaming when I read a comment on my blog from enigma4ever this morning. But I'm so happy to discover it wasn't a dream.

Welcome back, enigma. It's like reinforcements have arrived and just when they are so desperately needed!

I'm so looking forward to the resurgence of energies I always get from visiting here!

Now I must just note in passing: As a former art history minor, I am always enthralled with the gorgeous artful images of redheads adorning your blog. How fitting you return looking the less for wear and more spectacular than ever!

But I missed the art history class devoted to all these lovely redheads preserved on canvasses over the centuries, the Renaissance Reds, the Rococco redheads, Romanticism in Red, etc.

Thanks for this latest one, E, and welcome back. "Squeeze in closer together everyone on the 'favorites bar.' Make room. Watergate Summer's back!"

Cosmic Messenger said...

Enigma .... put your arms around me and give me a warm hug :)

What a wonderful surprise Tuesday evening when I opened my Email to see your messages waiting for me.

I just added you to my Recommended Blogs list again since you're back Blogging.

Also, thank you for the wonderful comment you left on my Blog Wednesday morning. It's people like you who appreciate my efforts whom I draw inspiration from.

Peace,
Cosmic

Frederick said...

I take heart in your return, my muse.

annie said...

Welcome back. We need your amazing voice and your spirit~now more than ever.

Kvatch said...

Hey E4E...received your comment.

Welcome back!

You know...just before I went on hiatus, I did a post about you--one in a series about bloggers who've 'disappeared'. Glad you're that way no longer.

Anon-Paranoid said...

Ah......enigma,

Welcome back. You don't know how glad I am too see your back safe and sound.

I've kept you and your son in my prayers and as soon as I saw your comment in a post on my site I immediately left a response back for you.

I also left another one for you on the post below.

Now on another note....
Speaking as a certified dirty old man and {Dada is right of course} your photo of you for this post is awesome. Your exposed breast I must say is making me hot for you again. LOL...LOL...LoL...

Fare thee well my love, parting is such sweet sorrow. May I awake and see you again tomorrow.

God Bless you enigma.

enigma4ever said...

The Painting is by Lord Frederick Leighton, and it is called Flaming June.....( I confess I love it ...and for years I used to try to find nightgowns that look that sultry and yet soothing...) And Dada BTW Lord Leighton did indeed love the Redheads.....

Thank you so much for all of the wonderful comments , it has been so amazing to hear from so many I have missed so much....Kvatch, Cosmic, Fred, Annie,Dada and Rick....Hugs and Love to all...

enigma4ever said...

Anon, good to hear from you too...so good to hear from all of you....

Floyd said...

Welcome back my eternal friend, we have missed you much. I am glad to know you are o.k and by reading this post you have had times that try the soul, I wondered about you a lot and I was pleased to know you are well and back on the blogosphere. Remember always enigma we all missed you and you left a tremendous hole in your departure, again, great to know you are well you are among friends.

Larry said...

Glad you are back. You have went through hell, and one day the best will be at your door.

Never lose hope.

enigma4ever said...

Larry- thank you for everything....Hope....I had to find some Hope again....or atleast know it is on the Way....and Floyd welcome Friend, I see Within Reason is ranking along...wonderful....

( Larry do you too have a Blog? I did go to the Blogs on your profile- wonderful blogs)

I have had wonderul couple of days checking on everyone and all their blogs.....so nice to have my computer fixed again....

Larry said...

Enigma4ever,

I am a regular on Lydia Cornell's blog where I write articles on a regular basis, as well as other things there.

I occasionaly write for Suzie Q's blog as well.

Hope to see you there and stop by and tell Lydia hello.

She is very nice and an accomplished actress and author.

Mike said...

Wow that was a very powerful article Enigma4ever, I hope everything works out for you and look forward to your book..........keep us posted on it!

Graeme said...

glad to see you're back

D.K. Raed said...

Weelcome back, Lassie! Yer a sight for sore eyen an proof ye cannae keep a puir guid hart awae fer lang.

Indeed, it seems you went through a bit of hell to make it back here at all. Yours is a powerful truth & needs to be blogged & booked & understood. As Geo Orwell said, "In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act." I'm so glad you are back here with The Truth, and that's the truth.

Leave it to others (Anon-Paranoid cracked me up) to notice an exposed breast. All I see is transparency, another form of Truth. Keep speaking for the ones who cannot speak. You are truth, Enigma & I am proud to know you. ~~ D.K.

mirth said...

A surprise and a joy to find your comment at LM and startling, to say the least, to read here of your harrowing experiences.
Fine and sturdy stuff you are made of.
Welcome back.

sumo said...

Enigma...I have something I want to discuss with you and I don't have an email address for you. Please contact Dusty or moi...I think you have D's email address. Mine should be on my profile...which ever is convenient for you.

michael greenwell said...

good to see you back

Pursey Tuttweiler said...

All I can say is that I am breathing a huge sigh of relief. Stay with us, Flaming June.

Glenda said...

Welcome back. You were missed. This is indeed a story to be told.

DivaJood said...

E4E, you're back! YIPPIE! You're back, and even more: you can comment on my blog - you'd had trouble before. I'm sorry for all your troubles, but thrilled you've returned. Big hugs.

DA said...

good to see you back so radiant ;-)

Gryphen said...

Welcome back Enigma!

I am very sorry to read about the terrible things that you suffered and hope that you will be safe from this day forward.

The things that are being done in the darkness need to be brought to light and you are a hero for doing so.

And you can count on my buying your book, in hard back, and before it gets put in the bargain bin at Barnes and Noble. It is the least I can do.

Your friend

Gryphen

Anonymous said...

Greetings from your former NW life. Still working on your Pit theory. Nobody's buying it yet, but there are some new people back here kickin some ass and your CD's are being spread around. Thanks for all the great works!

Tina said...

OMG!! I was so freakin worrried about you. I went back thru my emails to find a home or cell number from you just so I could confirm if you were dead or alive after the move. I talked to Hubby about driving to your area just north of us and looking for you... but then I had all of the MANY complications with my pregnancy and then I really truly faced death in the delivery room (baby was stuck and while doing, put so much pressure on my vena cava, that he cut off the blood and oxygen flow to me) and then 1 wk after delivering him I was put back into the hospital with body wracking chills and a 104 degree fever due to sepsis. But enough about me... I'll email ya sister... I so missed ya.

fallenmonk said...

Welcome back Lady! Sumo said you had returned and for once she wasn't lying. (Just kidding Sumo). Glad you are back that things are returning to normal. Looking forward to reading what you have to say.

Andrew said...

Welcome back, E. Sometimes a little sleep can do one's mind good. =)

Lola Heatherton said...

Oh, dear E4E, welcome back. We have so missed you. Please come back and visit us at our new location. We need you!

Larry said...

You're going to need more blog space to handle the excitement of your return.

vanillabirdies said...

Oh thank god, you're alright.

People can be truly disgusting, so, so happy to see you've pulled and have been pulling through it.

Such an amazing surprise to see a comment from you (agreeing with Dada). Keep up your brilliant posts!!!!!!

enigma4ever said...

OMG....I went and did some errands and worked on my Bathroom from Hell Project and came back Lord have mercy you all are here. I will have to order more Bagels for the Enigma Cafe and definently we will be low on the Cream soon.....sigh ....My heart is singing I am so happy and relieved to see all of you....6-6 ( my much taller son full of teenage wisdom was indeed right...he nagged me daily to "Come Back" to Blogland....) I am going to try to respond to all of you because I have loved and missed you much....

There is always love and hope and the coffee here, and I guess I was the one that needed to learn that lesson most....

Many , Many Hugs....

( The song that YouTube will not for some let me Post is the Tom Petty Song" Don't have to live like a Refugee".....which I thought was rather appropriate on so many levels- if anyone wants to try to post, that would be wonderful....I obviously need some geek advice on the this issue)

enigma4ever said...

VB: So glad that you are still blogging it in the East....

Larry: It truly is a wonderful homecoming.....thank you....

Lola: I was wondering when I would see you- lovely to see you...

Andrew: Hey there you....good to see you....

Fallenmonk: I am so glad to see you...and yes, there is much to write about....might indeed FINALLY be The Watergate Summer I have been waiting for....for so long....( the 3rd summer I will blog in hopes of Unveiling The Criminals...sigh)

TINA: so many hugs to you and yours, I am so glad that you are alright and much love....

ANONY of the NW: much love to you...and so glad to hear that THOSE CDs are making the everlasting Rounds....and yes, one day Folks will realize that Big Companies should NOT dump Millions of Toxic Pounds of Waste in Acres and Acres of Cavernous Coal Mines, especially near a Drinking Water Lake for 90,000 People.....well Someday it will all be revealed....THE BOOK should help....alot...hugs to you friend.

Gryphen: oh thank you my Alaska friend- many hugs to you- I have missed you much....youy always make me laugh and curse ....in such a good way....many hugs....

Okay....I am going to have to go to another round on this...

enigma4ever said...

Well here we go more messeges to the Enigma Cafe Posse...since you all are here....

DA: Congrats of the wedding you Dashing Fellow....so happy for you....

DIVA: yes, I am BACK...and I can finally leave you messeges and hugs and yoru site is so much easier for me to access YAHOO.....hugs and cheers all round....

GLENDA: So good to see you- oh how I have missed you and the Ruby Slippers of your Wisdom...

PURSEY: Oh Dear Friend...I am so glad to see you....and hear from you...I thought of all of you everyday...many hugs...

SUMO : Hey you so good to see you, and yes , I can access your blog too....hugs...

Mirth: I am so glad to see you too and yes indeedy I was glad to stumble across you too....

GRAEME of North DK...Wake up I am back and I have missed you ;-)

And the MIKES: I have missed all of you....


ooops be right back....

Holly said...

Nice to see you back, and I hope the worst is behind you

windspike said...

Thanks for pinging me over at my location E4E, glad you are back in the saddle, and I'm linking up to this post in particular as the story should be let lose and the truth shall rain down upon those who would hide from it.

Blog on sister, blog on friends, blog on all....


The tune going through my head....alive and kicking....

Granny said...

My email address should be shown with my comment. If it isn't and you need it, let me know. Or go over to "granny". It's on the sidebar.

Larry said...

It's good to see all this action upon your return.

You were missed.

enigma4ever said...

I think I have gotten caught up here- it may take a fwe days folks, please bear with me...- but I will keep working on it...It is good to be back and I am indeed grateful to all...good night....

Larry :I am stunned by all the action, and my heart is more than warmed....
Granny: Got it thanks so much....and

Dear Windpsike: go Catch One for me this weekend and as you ride that wave be sure to look East and yell Cowabunga- I will hear you ;-)

Aaron A. said...

Just discovered your blog,
But all the same
I'm glad to see a reemergence.

Len Hart said...

Thanks for commenting on the Existentialist Cowboy recently. Your feedback is always welcome there.

I have taken the liberty to adding Watergate Summer to my blogroll. Hope that is OK. That's unconditional, of course, but if you choose to link back to The Existentialist Cowboy, it will be appreciated.

You blog is not only a great read, it is a joy to look at. Your taste in art --from Frederick Leighton to Edward Hopper is delightful. You might enjoy my short article on Hopper at Staring at Hopper

Anonymous said...

Enigma, seeing you back online makes my heart SING!

Kathy said...

Welcome back! I hope everything bad is behind you now.

enigma4ever said...

Good Morning...

Kathy : thank you so much....Your blog is great - reallly digging into Health issues- please know I am sending folks over to read....

Aaron: thank you, I will be heading over to your blog as well...welcome to the Enigma Cafe.

Len: I love your blog and the Hopper exhibit is wonderful....and the post that goes with it is marvelous as well...thank you so much for coming back. I am going to try to add you to my blogroll- Blogger willing ;-(

Have a good day all- be back tonight and new posts this weekend...

Woody Tobias, Jr. said...

'skuze me, 'skuze me. I disreMEMber that you were sposed to be helping us with a FILum. But we aren't making a FILum right now. Soon I think. Aks Bobby.

enigma4ever said...

Woody...hmmm, is that you Bobby- a friend of Lola's ? You sound a little familiar....

Anony....I forgot to thank you for the music....thank you....

Mimus Pauly said...

Well, I feel like a complete idiot. I had no idea any of that was going on in your life. I keep telling people I really suck at keeping up with the bloggers in my own blogroll. There are so many great blogs now, I either can't keep track of or lose track of the ones I know about. Here's the proof.

I'm glad you're all right. It seems like things are beginning to even out. Welcome back. And I'm sorry for not paying attention...

enigma4ever said...

Mimus _ you are not a complete idiot at all.
..I just have been trying to go back to all of my regular blogs and hangouts and make sure that I have not hurt any feelings or worried people( which I did, but I did not mean to...I actually did not think anyone would miss WS or me too much- instead my mailboxes were flooded and I feel like an idiot)

So I am just trying to set things right and get caught up....

I am Back for good....

Anon-Paranoid said...

enigma...

Hi again...
I just wanted to clarify my earlier comment.

d.k.raed noted my comment and said it cracked him up. I just wanted too say that I meant it as a compliment and hope you took it that way.

Also his comment on transparency is of course right on target. However, I want to add that when I read your posts or replies to the comments here or when you leave a comment to a post on mine one thing is apparent.

You see enigma, I don't just read what you write, but I listen to what you write as well. In other words as I read your posts or replies I can actually hear your words as if your were talking too me and standing right in front of me.

And what I hear is someone who has a heart and soul as pure as a new born baby or a fresh snow fall that's pure white as if falls and touches the ground.

For this reason enigma you will always hold a special place in my heart.

God Bless you.

No Blood for Hubris said...

Your presence was sorely missed.

As you can now tell . . . .

Holly said...

Wow Enigma you sure have a lot of friends with all these comments.

I think that is nice.

enigma4ever said...

Hey There Anony P.

ahhhh....allow me to explain....

Your comments about the lovely painting of Flaming June brought much joy....see the funny thing is that there are a pack of Redheaded Lassies that read this blog and also comment, and for many of us, it is a thrill to have discovered that there were actually Painters that painted the Reds as something other than pale anemic wallflowers...and through this blog actually we also suddenly dound Men ( all ages) that also appreciated the Redheaded women....

and yes DK is such a redheaded lassie.....( sorry)

Now the other part of the comment- that you actually can hear me- that is so touching- and yes, it is what it is all about....that Blogland gives Voice to us, all of us, that we Hear each other....and Connect to What matters....Thank you for what you said....

The past two days I have been trying to spend catching up and reconnecting and checking on everyone ......and I am listening also to all of what has been going on in our Lives....

Anony P - I know you often shudder at what our Gov't has become....but I also know that the REAL America is the Late Night Bloggers....that We ride like Paul Revere.....and that it is our Courage and Strength that will carry us through these Dark Times....ALL of Us- the We the People that are Indomitable....and you dear sir are one of the strong hearted wonders that helped pull me back from my despair of Winter.....Because at this point in many ways I am on my own with my situation, but I also know that there are so many others like me and that we must Unite and Speak and Take Care of Each Other.....and that is WHAT America is about...

Much love and prayers to you and all of the Souls that reached out and helped pull me back to the Enigma Cafe....namaste...

Daniel said...

Hey, can anyone join this party? Cheers from Down Under!

enigma4ever said...

Welcome aboard there Daniel...consider yourself joined.....Enigma Cafe is open again to one and all....Explore and meet some fine folks here.....and we talk and listen to each other...some great bloggers come here....

enigma4ever said...

ooooops ...
Holly you too are more than welcome here...we are all friends here...many good souls....

bluegrrrrl said...

So good to see you back, E4E!!!
sounds like you have had one hell of a journey!
keep on speaking the Truth, sister.

Larry said...

You have so many friends happy to see you back it took me two minutes to scroll down to the comment block.

Good for you.

enigma4ever said...

Larry : I am just releived to know that everyone is still here...The Enigma Cafe ( which is what we named it two years ago) is a strong little Community- they carried on even when I wasn't here...And as I post again ( later tonight ) you will see what an amazing group they are.....insightful, funny and caring. ( wander through their blogs and they too all have stories to tell).....so hang out a bit- or stop back...have some coffee ....you will meet wonderful Real Folks here....always...

BG: Hey there, so good to see you...I went and checked your blog last night.... you too have had quite a year ...and are still Speaking the Truth too...many hugs...

Phil said...

I add my voice to the multitudes. Good to see you back.

enigma4ever said...

Thank you Phil......I see you you too are still blogging it. Good to see you.

eProf2 said...

Enigma:

I'm a little slow getting around Blogtopia as I've been traveling a bit this summer. So, when I read Dada this morning I just knew I had to get over here and say, welcome back. Hey, you just might inspire me to want to write again, too, although I'm not holding my breath until that day comes along. The art history is a pleasure too. I sincerely hope you and your son are ok and protected, as you are surely a friend to so many folks in the blogging world. Welcome back!

jurassicpork said...

Jesus Christ, we were all worried about you. I was about to list you as MIA (or worse).

Don't ever do that again.

enigma4ever said...

I lost faith in our system of Justice...and faith that WHAT I had done for the past 8 years meant anything, and the little town and county I tried so hard to help would ever heal, because without Justice how could any of us heal ?

And yes, I took time to reclaim my soul and heart....and I think part of me knew that only here in Blogland would I find Hope.